Summers Family: Engaged!!!!

I am officially engaged to James Polk Summers IV. I have never been so happy in my entire life. Yes, I have been engaged before and we all know that that was a mistake. Just had to say that. The feeling I have this time is so different than the way I felt with Andrew. I just let myself get caught up and let things go to far when I really didn't want them to. Just another mistake to add to the list :) However, this is not a mistake. I honestly have never been so happy. James is the most amazing guy I've ever met. He seriously treats me like a queen. We are so close and we have such a history together that had already bonded us before we started dating again this time. I can't ever get enough of him. We spend soooo much time together and it still never feels like enough. Usually I want my alone time and my space when I'm in a relationship, but not with him. (Not yet anyway:) I feel like I'm in a constant state of bliss every second I'm with him. And when he asked me to marry him, it just felt so right. It still feels so right. I want to be with him for all eternity. I want to have a family with him and grow old with him. I feel like he is the person I've been waiting my whole life for. He is the one. I've never been more sure of anything in my life.

Sorry about that mushiness, onto the proposal :) James and I have been openly talking about getting married for a little while now. I picked out my ring and I actually knew when he got it. I also knew when he talked to my dad so I kind of had an idea when he would propose. Friday night he went and talked to my dad, so I was expecting him to propose Saturday night. He really wanted to get the element of surprise in, so he woke me up at 8:55 on Saturday morning to propose instead :) My roommate and I had fallen asleep watching a movie at like 3 in the morning so I was out on the couch. James was able to wake Sam up so she could videotape the whole thing. As embarrassing as it is and as stupid as I sound, it is still very cute and I'm really glad we have it on tape. I love him so much. Well, I just tried uploading the video and it is not working at the moment. Pretty sure anyone that reads this is on my facebook so you can see it on there. I will try to get it uploaded on here asap though.

me right after with my cute bear